Saturday, December 20, 2008
The Fake Love...... OR The story there love was'nt....
Love is to me is not just having physical relations with someone or having some mental satisfaction..
But love is friendship..caring her, loving her, being with her....
I had many relations before..but I hadn't this type of relation in my whole life.. I cant explain you about the feeling, The moment I be with her..I just enjoy every moment of being with her..She was so cute, lovely, caring, understanding... I can forget every good moment..like my b'days or having the full on enjoy with Friends...But I cant forget her EYES...to terrific, to sexy...with black Kajal.. I loved her for what she was.. I never complained for anything... I just told her not to talk other guys to who I hate the most...But she never understood me.. I don't want to say that's it's her mistake. But I want to apologise for being so wrong with her every time.. She said me earlier that she is very possessive about me But I don't think so.. She was first girl that I loved a lot.. when a romantic song comes, her face comes in my mind.. or any personal moment spent with her.. Truly guys love is so beautiful... don't be serious yaar..about this post...I think If I had this break up because it was ours destiny... don't ever cry for anyone.. it just gives you pain..U cant be back on that day when you were with her happily... You all will be thinking that I am trying to say you -----MOVE ON MAN!! but, certainly not...I m just trying to say you that never break any girl's heart because her heart is more pure and delicate than a crimson crystal heart..and be with her don't look any girl or just flirt with her...All I learned from this relation is this only.. when I think about her, my tears full of love fells I don't know why does it happens..She is the first girl for who I cried a lot..
Baby come stand by my side,
come and be me guiding light,
I'll be what you want me to be,
I'll give all my love in whole my life..
But, just once please forgive me..
I am a rose, you are my thorns,
clutching to me, protecting me.
I am the sun, you are my rays,
helping me to shine and to be all that I can.
I am a lake, you are my water,
filling me with ideas, dreams, and hopes for the future.
I am a tree, you are my leaves,
sharing who and what I am
and becoming an important part of my life.
I am a heart, you are my beat,
beating rhythmical
For, you see, each day I love you more,
Today more than yesterday and less than tomorrow.
Monday, December 15, 2008
Love receipe

Take full responsibility for your life. Stop blaming other.See yourself as the cause of what happens to you.
Do things you like to do. Don't stay in a job you don't like.Participate in life at the highest level you can.
Stop terrorizing yourself with your thoughts.Be gentle, kind, and patient with yourself.
Give yourself the simple pleasures of life abundantly.
Wear clothes you feel good in, get a massage etc.
Watch what you say. Avoid self put-downs.Stop being critical of yourself and others.
Take care of your body. Give it exercise and good food.Be willing to create a life-style that generates and nourishes self-esteem.
Associate with others with high esteem.Acknowledge yourself frequently. Keep a diary of your successes and accomplishments.
Avoid comparing yourself with anyone.Remember that it's who we are, not what we do, that's importantGive yourself permission to do nothing periodically.
Schedule time by yourself.Frequently take deep breaths. Discover the benefit and pleasure of breathing fully.Eat first class frequently.
Don't look at the right side of the menu.Stop trying to change. Focus your attention on being the way you want others to be.
Look into a mirror regularly and say "I love you, I really love you".Stop feeling guilty and saying "I'm sorry". See mistakes as valuable lessons and avoid judging yourself.
Consciously generate positive thoughts and feelings of self-lovein place of old thoughts of inadequacy.Be willing to laugh at yourself and at life.
Stop taking yourself so seriously.
Accept compliments from others without embarrassment.Don't invalidate their positive thoughts and feelings about you.
Be kind to your mind.Don't hate yourself for having negative thoughts.
Gently change your thoughts.Keep your awareness and your thoughts focused in present time instead of living in the past or future.
Acknowledge others frequently. Tell them what you like and appreciate in them.
Invest money in yourself. Go to seminars, workshops and courses that develop your talents.
Make a list of 10 things you love doing and do them frequently.
Treat yourself as you would treat someone you really loved. Praise yourself.
Friday, December 12, 2008
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
Tuli How much I love you...
Tuesday, December 09, 2008
Baby I m addicted....to U...
sharing every small things...
holding her hand everyday saying her I love you... I will never leave you..
that beautiful moment spending with her..
fighting with freinds because of her...
And loving her and caring for her...
But I did'nt know that One day will come that we have to be separated because of someone....
she wanted to take revenge from me because I left her 2 times earlier...
I dont know that It was a joke or anything else....
but I know only one thing that I had been apologised from her to be so cruel for her...
according to her I m worst person because I am not able to devote time for her...or be with her...
maybe she was right..
but baby I was lonely...
I m sorry for everything...
I did'nt mean of abusing you..
I was in anger so I was not able to control myself...
but I thought you will understand me...
baby I m liar but all I really know is only this reason I m trying..
I am also a heart broken person..
so I can understand your feelings......
when I was crying out for her on the streets in night nobody saw me..
But people gave taunts ,"I told you dont be serious for this girl..."
But I did'nt listen to them because I said to them that I trust on my love that she will not leave me or backstab me.....
but they proved me wrong...
and now I cant do anything.....
so here are some beautiful love quotes..
"If you love me, let me know. If not, please gently let me go."
"Some of the greater things in life are unseen thats why you close your eyes when you kiss, cry, or dream..."
"Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime."
"It is a curious sensation: the sort of pain that goes mercifully beyond our powers of feeling. When your heart is broken, your boats are burned: nothing matters any more. It is the end of happiness and the beginning of peace."
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
This Poem is dedicated to : All those Lovers....jisane saccha pyar kiya lekin milana usaki kisamt me nahi likha tha....aise Bichadey huyee Premiyo ke naam..
Jab panchi sarey urh jain ...
Her simt andhera cha jaiye ...
Jab guzri batain yad aein ...
Aur beetey lamhe tarpaein ...
Mat tanha tanha ghabrana ...
Tum pas hamare aajana ...
Jab koi din mai sham kare ...
Ya lab ki hansi badnam kare ...
Jab wahshat dil ka nam kare ...
Ya ankh mai neend haram kare ...
Mat tanha tanha ghabrana ...
Tum pas hamare a jana ...
Dil preet hmari duhraey ...
Ya reet purani yad aye ...
Jab milne ko b dil chahe ...
Aur pyar bhra na dil paye ...
Mat tanha tanha ghabrana ...
Tum pas hamare a jana ...
If a raindrop would mean ... I love you and you would ask me how much I love you, i bet you that it would rain all day...! ! !
Monday, December 01, 2008
!!!!! A Little Thing called LOVE !!!!!

Love is a many splendored thing, they say,And I believe it when you looked my way,Out of the blue, things seemed to happenBy chance or destiny, is the question.Living my life so long, without knowing your existence,Then came a day we felt each others presence,Guess what"s meant to be will always find a way,Love creeps into hearts and decides to stay.A love so exquisite, yet so intricate, In a world of only "you and I"A love we can"t even demonstrate,A secret we have to keep for life.I love you, honey, and its from my heart,I hope you know that you are no beggar from the start,You make me fly without wings,You make my heart wants to sing.Every moment I spent with you,Is every one of my dreams coming true,More than words, I want to show you how I feel,Someday, some place, sometime, I will.Love is a journey for two,Step by step, me and you,The future we can"t see,Let love lead the way for you and me.