A feeling of loneliness....

Don't observe the title so much because in your life time you must have felt the feeling of loneliness that I am feeling now. Being in a prosperous family I have all the facilities to enjoy myself, I am 16 and through this time I made a lot of friends till today I cant count them and have my close friends about 3-4.. I remember the time when we used to roam and hang without thinking where we are going.. we used to talk a lot without thinking what are we talking about but in just a small time we talked about the life(never ending topic) , relationships(wasn't successful anytime) and friendship(privilege to enjoy)... I had a very good life in these 16 years, a life full of fun and only fun.. there is not even a single thing that I want to complain to the god but today I lost everything I don't have my family to be with me as I wasn't able to be a good son and good brother, don't even have friends to support because I didn't understand them at all, Don't even have the lady luck in my life who supported me for last 2 years.. Today I am nothing just a boy having loneliness and only loneliness. I didn't understand the value of my family, my friends and my love.. I want to thank you all to be with me all the time, helping me in my hard times. Today when I cry there's no one to weep off my tears. I am not pointing anyone as I know all this is only because of me only.. I wish if I could get my friends back and my love. but its too late.. and I know nothing comes back..

As life doesn't ends here so we should head towards and shouldn't commit the mistakes done before..